Soliloqui

[From: LiveJournal]

Current mood: blah
Current music: Jellyhead - Crush

okay i wrote a cool entry..stupid thing..when i clicked update journal it went “the page cannot be displayed” GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH and i clicked back and it was blank and i clicked forward to refresh and it didnt work and now im pissed >=[

i’ve been noticing more and more people getting livejournals. pretty soon it will be dominated by asians just like xanga MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA. lol. i knew about livejournal for a while, but not before xanga, but i never got it because i had xanga anyway. well there comes a point where spring break boredom gets you and you gotta register something =] okay it’s just me then.

and on to the subject matter..i’m back from minneapolis! (sad sad people who i call friends: when did you leave?) haha jk. the mall of america was a shopper’s dream, but amazingly, i did not spend my whole time shopping! i actually went to the mall’s indoor amusement park: Camp Snoopy. dammit i love that snoopy. we went on two rollercoaster and another ride that goes upside down while spinning. i also bought a snoopy shirt, pink yankee hat, and sandals.
our performance was a success! and i didn’t faint while improvising :] the tri-m thing was long but very inspiring, and i’ll never forget dr. tim’s leadership session and how he bribed us into listening to him with $2000 in his pocket and saying he would give it to us. well, in the end we lost it all anyway. but still, i want to be a leader *grins* the music expo was so cool! i tried out an electric violin that was metallic blue =] also tried out some guitars and bought an evanescence piano book =] i also saw shoulder rests in hot colors.
i would write more about minneapolis, like the texans and nebraskans and kansans, the airplane, TANYA, hotel, but i’m tired =P so ask me if you care.

i wish i could get in more hours of sleep a night. i’ve already given up on growing, but at least i can be well rested *grins again*

*prays that clicking update journal will be successful*
*thinks she is smart and copies and pastes entry into notepad just in case*

[From: LiveJournal]

Current mood: hungry
Current music: whatever z100 is playing…

I set my alarm clock to 7 am, attempting to make the most of my LAST day…instead, I woke up at 10:30 am wondering how the hell i slept through the frickin alarm. i swear, my alarm clock has the most annoying *beep beep* ever. and here i am, past noon, wondering how i am going to wake up for school tomorrow and wake up at 5:30am on friday in minneapolis…then again there is a time difference..is that an advantage?

I promised myself today would be good. And i’m procrastinating again. i have 30 lines in my personal odyssey so far..70 more to make it passing :] 170 more lines to make it good. i really don’t think i can write that much about cty *snore*. i did spend some time this morning reading my cty essays. they all suck. i’m a failure. they should lock me up in cty jail for being the most un-creative, dumbest ctyer that ever lived. and i’m going this summer. taking math *bangs head on desk*. it seems more unappealing as the seconds tick by…

aiyaaa i really need to do something today…after i finish my personal odyssey, pack for the trip, and EAT yayyyy. grandma is making dumplings yayyyyy. all right, that was a one-time sugar rush. never again shall i say yayyyy twice in one paragraph. *nods*

i think i come off as being weirder than i really am when i write in livejournal. or maybe i really am the weirdest of the weird *ponders*
WHY HAVEN’T I BEEN DISCOVERED YET

just an afterthought…i’ve been thinking about this for a while. everytime i talk to someone who’s not asian, i feel as if all that person sees is my race. it’s like staring everybody in the face. like posted on my forehead it says “I’M ASIAN. STEREOTYPE ME”. but seriously, i think that that’s the first thing people notice about me. i hate it. it gives me lack of confidence, like i’m already branded something before i even open my mouth or make a gesture. the downside of america: there is no specific race that everyone is conformed to. sure, lotsa whites, but also majorities of minorities. in taiwan, i’d be chinese among millions of chinese. but still, i like america. i think i’d like to live in taiwan too if i started living there when i was little. it all depends on what you’re used to i guess.

Ciao! Must eat dumplings!

P.S. they have so many “current mood” things i don’t know what to choose!

[From: LiveJournal]

Current mood: chipper
Current music: as quiet as dr. wolfson’s class after his daily scolding

First off I’d like to say that my user information is the weirdest, craziest thing i have ever written about myself. it doesn’t even reflect me that much, even though all of it is true, it’s just random things that came into my head at the time. There’s so much more you can learn about me :] Maybe this journal will help a bit.

Oh yes, about the Internet Registering Hysteria..I must be a freak because i have fun registering to things online. You know, those things where you make up a username and your password and all that stuff. This journal is just one of many ventures to scope out webhosts, blogs, and forums I’ve registered to so many things i don’t even remember half of what i’m a part of hehe.

I don’t know if i’ll like livejournal better than xanga. In xanga, people always know when you update and it seems so close-knit. Here, i guess i would be lucky to get one comment a week! But, that might be even better because now i know i’m writing for myself, and not for other people. I’m not worried about what i write and if people will think i’m weird for it if i don’t meet their expectations of the “perfect entry”. In urbandictionary.com, i read up one of the definitions of xanga as “cheap knockoff of livejournal” or something like that. i also read that some people hated the design of xanga. I’ve seen a few livejournals and i think the layout is better..it’s more clean-cut and simple.

Spring break was a waste as usual, even though i told myself i would do better with cherising breaks and using the time wisely. Alas, once again, I have wasted a perfect two weeks by chatting and surfing on the internet. and eating. maybe school will help me get on task. but i doubt that too.

At least I’m halfway done with homework with one day left. Plus, I have a trip to Minneapolis for four days, meaning two extra days of vacation. I can’t imagine how much I’ll have to make up though xP

{Note: The perk of using livejournal: You get to upload a picture that shows up whenever you comment. I love my Li pic!}