Soliloqui

I always took the easy way
Just sit around and say complaints
It’s now time to say goodbye
“Raining all day” going away
Step out to be myself again
-The Brilliant Green

The more I want to put my thoughts into words, the more tongue-twisted I become. I feel like I have no direction, and I have no inner strength to pull myself through. What’s worth it and what isn’t? Am I mature in my thinking or way too ignorant? Perspective defines everything; nothing is certain. Everything is relative. I think the problem is that I keep seeking for absolutes and they just aren’t there. Then I create my own, only for them to disappear swiftly once I think I’ve got it all figured out.

All right, I feel better now. Nothing has been cleared up, but I guess I have sort of created the illusion in my mind.

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