Soliloqui i talk to myself.
  • If only life could be figured out like a sudoku

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    May 18th, 2006ChristineDaily Life, Thought

    I always took the easy way
    Just sit around and say complaints
    It’s now time to say goodbye
    “Raining all day” going away
    Step out to be myself again
    -The Brilliant Green

    The more I want to put my thoughts into words, the more tongue-twisted I become. I feel like I have no direction, and I have no inner strength to pull myself through. What’s worth it and what isn’t? Am I mature in my thinking or way too ignorant? Perspective defines everything; nothing is certain. Everything is relative. I think the problem is that I keep seeking for absolutes and they just aren’t there. Then I create my own, only for them to disappear swiftly once I think I’ve got it all figured out.

    All right, I feel better now. Nothing has been cleared up, but I guess I have sort of created the illusion in my mind.

    Must. Be. Happy. Think. Summer! Follow Jpop lyrics.

 

2 responses to “If only life could be figured out like a sudoku” RSS icon

  • The briliiant green’s jpop band? Thats the same with me. The more I want to say something “deep” it sounds wrong or weird. Summer holiday in 2 monthes! :D

  • I guess thats natural… I mean, sometimes you just want to say something, but then it just wont come out correct. It kind of irritates me.


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