today i will not sleep at 4am. repeat.

nothing quite interests me recently. i feel like i’m being targeted by those antidepressant medication commercials that ask questions like, “do the things you used to love no longer interest you anymore? that could be a sign of depression…”
i am a quite passionless person, but i’ve been feeling even more -meh- than usual. i’m not really fired up about anything, and i don’t find anything very interesting or awesome or mindblowing. i’m hoping it will blow over but it’s been like this for a while. maybe i have seasonal affective disorder haha. ship me off to asia please. i’m sure it will be cured immediately.