http://soliloqui.com in all its lackluster glory. Thu, 13 Nov 2008 07:05:50 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en i like to creep lightly in life's quiet crevices among the harried and hurried crowds. above the clamor of the coffee cafe my thoughts are calm and come in rolling waves no one knows me here i sit by myself in myself ... http://soliloqui.com/2008/11/13/self-centered/ I'm headed home but I'm not so sure That home is a place you can still get to by train Oh, I suppose they'll say I should've known Or maybe I'm just feeling old Like a lawyer with no one to blame Oh, well the wind starts to look like her hair And the clouds in ... http://soliloqui.com/2008/10/29/progress/ the way the sunlight hits your fluffy pillows so soft and white in the morning and your sweet sleeping face bed’s so big and soft it’s like a home no need for the room my hair’s messy and you like it well i like yours that way too keep the ac going strong so i can nestle under your sheets it’s so warm ... http://soliloqui.com/2008/10/22/your-bed/ thickly pulling down, still swiftly rising up thin wisp of breath breaks beneath the din oh Lord! knees shaking to the gravel, so vile a deed, you can't, i won't, there's no sin equal to such fate, his eyes grow dull http://soliloqui.com/2008/10/22/the-wedding-pt2/ I think the reason I was so antisocial in middle school to high school was because I thought I was being social through AIM and Xanga. Sigh. Technology. How I love and hate you. http://soliloqui.com/2008/10/19/socially-awkward/ your smile shines on me i see your face it's so far away it's so easy to forget we're not so strong not so strong love is a strange power it makes us feel we're not afraid but when this thin paper of life, it breaks love shows us the way love makes us feel invincible but when we lose our faith yeah we ... http://soliloqui.com/2008/10/16/the-wedding/ "Be daring, be different, be impractical, be anything that will assert integrity of purpose and imaginative vision against the play-it-safers, the creatures of the commonplace, the slaves of the ordinary." - Cecil Beaton http://soliloqui.com/2008/10/07/138/ "Hi Christine!" He smiles that same old smile that I used to find sweet, but now is only sickeningly so. His voice prickles through my skin. I hate that he pretends everything is okay, but in a moment of horror I realize that he's not pretending. He's better than okay. The ... http://soliloqui.com/2008/10/01/the-end-2/ It's so cold here Never felt the chill before My walls were never thin Opened the doors and windows to let you in The empty draft lingers Should have locked up tighter not let the curtains blow in the wind I wanted to be like Juliet but you said Juliet's dead "Be my Romeo" I plead "I want to be Romeo But ... http://soliloqui.com/2008/09/24/nothing-gold-can-stay/ It's almost like you had it planned It's like you smiled and shook my hand and said "Hey, I'm about to screw you over, big time" It's how you wanted it to be It's like you played a joke on me And I lost a friend in the end And I think that I cried ... http://soliloqui.com/2008/09/18/light-years-away/