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	<title>Soliloqui</title>
	<link>http://soliloqui.com</link>
	<description>i talk to myself.</description>
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		<description><![CDATA[sometimes i don&#8217;t know what&#8217;s wrong with me. i wallow in misery over the smallest things and knowing this doesn&#8217;t make me feel better. it&#8217;s so easy to put a word on something. it makes you think you can handle it. but you can&#8217;t cover it up with a label. it doesn&#8217;t fix anything, it [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://soliloqui.com/2010/01/22/229/</link>
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		<title>for winter, with love</title>
		<description><![CDATA[for winter, with love
the chill of the floorboards on bare feet,
the after-shower shiver,
the daybreak frost fades to dew
the cloudless cyan canvas, cold glaring sun-
lies!
my opaque breath, my hardened cheeks don&#8217;t
lie
but i take it in, this
precious painting
orange &#8211; to &#8211; blue
photoshopped gradient backdrops
behind spiny silhouettes of
suburban forests
i lie in hardened blades of grass,
face towards the slate [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://soliloqui.com/2010/01/20/for-winter-with-love/</link>
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		<title>rain</title>
		<description><![CDATA[Even the gentlest rain is a sea of furious crack-ups and mutations. Similarly, we appear to be whole, even serene in our abundantly calm moments, but like the shape of rain, we are a deluge of small processes, interactions, and relations, changing by the nanosecond, yet somehow holding a fragile sense of self intact. -Diane [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://soliloqui.com/2010/01/18/223/</link>
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		<title>Things to Tell My 15 Year Old Self</title>
		<description><![CDATA[I would tell her, instead of spending so much time over-thinking about your life, go out and live it. It&#8217;s good to observe, think, and philosophize, but what&#8217;s the point if you don&#8217;t know what the world feels like?
I feel like I&#8217;m spending my older years making up for everything I didn&#8217;t do in high [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://soliloqui.com/2010/01/07/things-to-tell-my-15-year-old-self/</link>
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		<title>Truths</title>
		<description><![CDATA[If I don&#8217;t leave my mark upon this world, then I am gone.
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		<link>http://soliloqui.com/2010/01/05/truths/</link>
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		<title>word</title>
		<description><![CDATA[There&#8217;s something about writing, something about its permanence that makes me constantly regard it as a solace whenever I feel obsolete, empty, useless, wasteful.
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		<link>http://soliloqui.com/2010/01/04/word/</link>
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		<title>Winter &#8216;09-&#8217;10 Booklist</title>
		<description><![CDATA[1. A Change in Altitude by Anita Shreve &#8211; depressing yet unmoving.
2. The Lost Symbol by Dan Brown &#8211; page-turner but disappointingly anticlimactic.
3. The Last Song by Nicholas Sparks &#8211; appeals to young teens/lovers of melodrama.
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		<link>http://soliloqui.com/2010/01/03/winter-09-10-booklist/</link>
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		<title>i am resolute.</title>
		<description><![CDATA[yes. i am doing them.
1. play wii fit once a day.
2. don&#8217;t eat outside of meals (except sunday).
3. sleep before 1 am.
4. go to sunday service.
5. be awesome.
okay. go.
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		<link>http://soliloqui.com/2009/12/31/i-am-resolute/</link>
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		<title>habits</title>
		<description><![CDATA[today i will not sleep at 4am. repeat.
nothing quite interests me recently. i feel like i&#8217;m being targeted by those antidepressant medication commercials that ask questions like, &#8220;do the things you used to love no longer interest you anymore? that could be a sign of depression&#8230;&#8221;
i am a quite passionless person, but i&#8217;ve been feeling [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://soliloqui.com/2009/12/29/habits/</link>
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		<title>ho ho ho</title>
		<description><![CDATA[christmas is over. the anticipation didn&#8217;t live up to the actual event, but that&#8217;s the thing with growing older. i hate it. it&#8217;s not about getting the gifts you want, which is materialistic and overly demanding, but more about the christmas spirit. i just wasn&#8217;t feeling it. i want to revel in innocent, unadulterated joy, [...]]]></description>
		<link>http://soliloqui.com/2009/12/27/ho-ho-ho/</link>
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